Thursday, March 11, 2010

Loving Him..

Hey guys i know its been a while since you heard from little ol' cherry. And honestly i haven't been reading blogs i do have to ketchup, lol. Only people i have been in contact with are those who are my farmville friends on facebook :(. I think about yall all the time and sometimes i want to blog but homework is more important. I miss yall. Okay so i always have guy problems right. Well school is good but with him it seems to be getting harder because he is stressing me out. New Guy!

Al "Budda" (as in the god)
Okay so my new boyfriend is Albert, he's something im not used to. Budda is into the streets but he used to go to college until he was shot. He played basketball and could of went pro but like alot of young black men something went wrong. He is the same age as me (21) and has both his parents. He's equipped with a bad attitude. Like my father he is a scorpio. Thats one thing i like about him he reminds me of my dad but when we argue its like heaven and hell clashing.

All around he is a good guy but somethings i dont like about him and i learned when i was young you cant change a man. He is someone i want to be with but he makes it difficult for himself. He has trust issues and he's always getting angry over little things. That irks me because i am a silly person who makes fun of anything.

He's over protective and sometimes verbally abusive, i know im telling myself to let him go but its so much good to him besides that he's just stuck in a state of depression. Im making excuses right? it got easier as i got older to let a guy go but its something about him, im stuck honestly.

Loving him is hard...


Toon said...

Good to see you blogging again! I'm back too! I'm glad you've learned that you can't change someone...some people that are twice your age haven't learned that yet.


Jeannette said...

I was just about to say what Russ said! Some people do change as they grow but you can't change them, they have to do it themselves. Maybe when he sees what a great girl you are he'll realise that he has to change to keep you. I hope it all works out, I also hope college is going well. Jeannette xx

Lainey Laine said...

was thinking about you the other day Diama. I havent blogged for so so long. If i do its just a quick line, probably to have a moan. I miss all my blogger friends. Facebook seemed to take over! Im on facebook! Here is my link come find me on there. Im on as Lainey Laine Sayers. Your so grown up now Diama!! Awwww where has the time gone. Love Laine xxxx

Lainey Laine said...

And by the way hunni love is never easy but it sounds like you have a very wise head on your lovely young shoulders. Love Laine xxxxx

Lainey Laine said...

Hey Diama, I thought I was following you! I wasnt! Yikes! So Im a following you again now! Not forgotten you see! Love Lainexxxx